— FUCKKKKK.
where the fuck am i going to college? why the fuck does there have to be something wrong with every place i consider? why do they all have to charge a bajillion dollars to make me sit in class and force me to do shit i don’t even want to do?
i wish i could just take a year off and relax and clear my head and travel and write and act and do all the things i like to do. fuck this. i need to make a decision, but i can’t. i can’t, i can’t, i can’t. there is either something wrong with the financial aid or the location or the decision process or the majors or blah blah blah. i thought i had this shit figured out, WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED? now i am down to the wire because i want to do early decision and i am stuck. my parents wont listen to me or help me decide, counselors are useless, FUCK IT ALL.
